Yeehaa....
Aloha guys...
it's been a month since I last posted here...
cuz I'm quite bz with my other blog & my training prog.
bz konon, mcm la byk sgt keje yg ak wat...
well, just say that I have no idea on what to post up till now...
I just recently finished the so-called training.
I don't know what I learned though but I did have fun throughout the 6 weeks.
and, thnx to that training prog, tomorrow, I'll be attending my very 1st official job interview after 8 months unemployed.
A bit nervous, but looking forward to it.
Hope that I can get a job, I get on with my life.
hmm.
up till now, for almost 2 months I've been staying in my sis' house.
feels uneasy, being a burden.
the sooner I can live in my very own house, the better...
what the heck???
why did I suddenly write everything in plain english?
haha, probably due to that training...
ahha, just remember a thing that I wanna talk about.
I always wonder why every places I go, every people I met will look up to me?
they see me as someone who is good, someone who is better than them?
hmm, I can understand if anyone hate or dislike me, but I can't seem to understand why people admire me...
It's not that I want everyone to hate me, just don't hate me...that's all...
but the way they admire me, I just couldn't get it...
why???
are they playing pranks on me?
did anyone have an answer?
hmm, probably I didn't see the good me that they saw...
or perhaps they didn't see the bad me that I didn't show...
speaking of which....
I'm starting to become wiser ever since I've been in this training...
I don't know how to put it, but it seems like, I not the same person that you guys know before.
I no longer hesitate to speak up my mind.
also, I'm able to....uh never mind...
it's probably best to keep it secret....
haha...
it's funny the way I wrote my blogs,
it's like I was talking...
I never delete any sentences that I wrote,
supposedly I can just delete the 5th row of this paragraph, but I didn't..
It's just not my style...
As what Sokka's master in "Avatar: The Last Airbender"
"Never take back the stroke of the brush, or the stroke of the sword"
in other words, you can never take back the stroke of your words...
I'm practicing this, so that I'm won't speak something horrible to people around me.
Hoping that I don't have to delete any sentence that I wrote.
So, that I don't need to delete any sentence that I spoke.
Oh, just remembered....
Just now when I logged in to my blog,
I notice that this page has 3 followers...
so, I was kinda shock at 1st...
I thought that someone else has join the crew...
but, luckily it's the same person.
u guys probably wondering why I write a blog but not publish it to everyone.
well, the main reason is..
I don't want everyone to read what I wrote...
I don't want the same incident involving my 1st blog happened again.
that's the only reason...
if you wanna know more, visit http://zerosnet.blogspot.com/2009/09/penah-x-korg-terpikir.html
cmne la ak bole off topic jauh gile ni???
well, klu nk ikutkan tajuk post, xde specific topic...
but the way ak jump from 1 story to another tu sgt la pelik...
neway,
right now I'm studying a bit for tomorrow's interview.
hope to get the job,
wish me luck...
cuz I'll need it...
au revoir....
