walao...
quite a while since my last post...
so, how r u guys?
fine? (hope u r)
sbnarnye ak cm bese, x taw nk write pape..
but just thought of something that can be shared...
not really a knowledge, but just something to be read..
hahaha...
it's been over 6 months that I'm jobless...
however, skunk ni ak tgh attend training or something like that for 6 weeks...
My Career My Future...
training b4 getting a job...
after 6 weeks, supposedly should be able to get a job... (hopefully)
training ni not much something yg kene focus blaja cam org gile...
just someway to kill time to learn bout new things,
since that, in the end,akn dpt cert, arap2 mbantu la dpt keje (yg stabil)...
it's been a week since the training started,
seems like I'm in the last intake for this year's training...
dunno, if diorg nk wat lg ke x tahun dpan...
but i guess that's not why I'm writing sumthing today (tonight)...
at 1st, I thought ak sorg je join bende ni...
I mean from CSUSM, but it seems, there someone else...
someone I never thought would join...
can u guys (my 2 followers) guess who might that be?
someone quite close to you 2, especially Mr. X during some period of time...haha...
well, x perlu la susah teka...
terus terang je la, SHE is Mr X pny ex-__.
well, hmm...
is there any relation to the post title "TWO OF A KIND?"...
haha, not quite...
that's just for some information...
in case u guys might wonder where she might be & what she's doing...
the real reason is...
hmm, if u guys know me quite well...
most of the reason I post sumthing here must have sumthing to do with Ms J...
well, I guess it is about her...
it's been over 2 months since I last met her,
dunno if she still remember me.
to tell u the truth, I try to forget about her...
just consider that meeting her is just one of the great things that have happened to me...
eventhough it is hard,
but as hard as it can be..
I must forget her, I have to...
so that I can get on with my life...
actually, I tried many times,
but every times I tried, something interfere...
when I found out that I don't even have the slightest chance,
something slipped up & give me hope...
such as, people around me say something like she had a quarrel with he BF,
she clashed, she this, she that...
and now once again, I tried to forget her...
but in the process, something snapped again...
but this time, different than b4...
If u r smart enuf...
I think u can find the answer from the post title...
seriously, I'm not joking...
I found a twin of Ms J here...haha
sheet....(polite way of saying/writing "shit")
I can't believe it happened again...
luckily the twin is in the neighboring class,
but probably an earlier intake for MCMF program...
so, I don't know her name...
I never talk to her. (I never start a conversation with someone I don't know)
but sometimes, I see her walking out from her class.
and ofcoz, I am reminded of Ms J...
today's afternoon, during lunch hour...
when I was buying meself a drink at the drink corner,
she was actually there too...
no matter what I do, I kept on seeing Ms J on her...
when I stand beside her, it feels just like when I'm standing beside Ms J.
aaaa....
not to mention that both of them is just about the same size (height)...hehe
even some of their clothes are almost the same style & colors...
sigh...
what should I do?
tomorrow, high chance I'm gonna run into her again...
myb their personalities is not the same,
but still, the similarity in physical appearance can't be doubt.
I dunno "Mr X ex-__" noticed it or not...
it's probably just me...
hmm...
dunno what to write anymore...
just like usual, once I get to the point, I will lose the idea of writing anything...
huh...
I guess this is the end, for now...
au revoir...
