after a while...

koniciwa,

Never would have thought that i would be writing to this blog again.
Before, I was just kinda like lost my purpose of writing.

Then what is it the reason of writing today.
hmm...
not sure, guess i'm just lonely...
looking at my friend's share in fb just now,
stating how much your life change after a period of time.
I wonder how much i've changed?

Thinking of that, will i be working at a different place next year?
is my interest change from before?
how about in the future, is it going to remain the same?

what's with the sad word???
adoi...
hmm...then, ape nk tulis ni ea??
yaaa, lately i've been involved in online gaming.
just yesterday got to know some one from US,
now that i think of it, keje ak skg ni bg benefit discount 75% utk hantar brg..
tp just utk anta ke luar negara...
but i've no friends overseas..
but all of my colleague seems to have some.
i was wondering how do they get to know such people.

so, i'm stuck with this online game for a while,
since that i got no other games to play.
no other things to download..
no other things to watch...

lately, i haven't been keeping in touch with my old friends...
even last raya haji pon x ke mana.
just the fact blk kampung utk berehat je...
did u guys have any activity worth noting??
cuz i have none...

again, no more idea on what to write...
if u ever interested to join me in the online game.
visit www.duelingnetwork.com
i'll be more than happy to welcome u guys.

Au revoir

It's another boring post (don't read if you don't want to sleep)

Hola amigos,

It's me again.
It's another boring Monday.
Usually the boringness is due to the first day of the week (I mean working).
But today ain't a day for me to work, yet still feel the same.
I think even worse.
Past 2 days is the days where I can hangout with my friends after quite sometime,
which includes Saturday and Sunday (2 consecutive days).
Seriously, I've been looking forward to these 2 particular days for over a week.
I can't even focus on my work to contain the excitement.
Yesterday (Sunday) is the day of our mini reunion.
Planned last minutely by Mr X.
The day before, I'm having a tiny reunion with Mr M (3rd followers), Ms T and 2 others.
But I can't even enjoy.
I'm not as happy as I thought I would be.
I don't know the reason of it (seriously) and the reason I'm writing this.

Now that I think about it, what is it that I wanted the most?
Was it happiness? wealth? attention? knowledge? friends? lovers?
Was it really one of the above? and how do I get it?
I can't even tell which one do I really need, or which one do I really want.

Happiness?
Can it be achieve by doing something I like or getting something I want?

Wealth?
can I become rich by working till my bones out?
Is becoming rich going to make me any different than now?

Attention?
What do I gain by getting people's attention?
And who's attention really I'm hoping to get?

Knowledge?
Is knowledge really my concern?
What kind of knowledge do I want to gain?
And any specific reason for seeking those knowledge or just knowledge for knowledge's sake?

Friends?
What kind of friends?
Don't I have lots?
Are those really friends? or acquaintances?

Lovers?
Have I ever had one?
Have I ever fall for anyone?
Will telling them changes anything regardless of their answer?

Is achieving one of these things will lead me to the others.
I guess I was affected by Honey and Clover.
Asking all these question.
Expecting an answer.
Whilst it can only be answer by me alone.
Only that I don't have the answer.
I guess the only initiative that I can take is to watch Honey and Clover again.
Hoping to find something.

Currently, I felt like I've lost my reason for living.
But I have a feeling that I lost more than just reason.
Just need to know what it is.

Tomorrow is going to be another typical day.
Without knowing the purpose of doing all those thing that I will be doing tomorrow.
I mean the real purpose.

To those who's reading this,
I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Not knowing the reason of thanking you guys and the reason of posting it.

Sayonara...

Today is the first day for many things...

Konnichiwa

rajin plak ak blogging malam ni...
just smbil2 menuggu dlod abis tu pasal la...
pc ni pon...
eh, silap...laptop ni pon kdg2 bengong, klu ak tggal dlod n tdo ke ape, ttbe dlod hanged & failed.
mbazir quota bb ak je...
sbbkn nk bnda yg ddlod tu, tgu je la...
seb bek ade idea skt nk tulis ape kx ni..

ak rase pos kx ni mmg akn ade kene mengena ngn tajuk kot.
n merujuk kpd tajuk di atas...
i think i'll list down 1 by 1.

first skx, hari ialah hari yg pertama ak mggunakan AL ak...
nk guna time raya x dpt, kne reject, smlm pon x bole, arini baru bole...
tp apsal ak mntk cuti arini?
cm xde function je...
bukan dpt cuti bersambung dpd jmaat sabtu ahd pon...
well, sbb2nye adlh list no 2 utk tajuk post kx ni

second, sbb arini nk servis kete utk pertama kx nye...
kjap tul meter ak smpi 1000...
padahal br kuar skx 2 je
ye la dok ulang alik ipoh-kl je mne tak naek 200 km tiap2 round..
elok plak sabtu lepas ni g melancong ke teluk batik jap...mandi...hehe
oopss...kpd kengkawan yg nk mandi laut, sila la set date & time...
ak ok je nk g...
oo, berbalik kpd servis kete...
bende kalo da 1st time ni, mcm2 bole jadi...
elok la plakpas ak da bg kunci kete kt org tu, pastu die dtg blk kat ak & bertanya...
"Encik, kete encik ade auto lock ye?"
ak pon x taw mende die ckp, tp judge dpd direct translationg pktaan "auto-lock" tu,
rasenye x penah plak kete ak lock sdri...
klu da jalan lbh kurg 2-3 minit tu br la die lock...
tp ni die kte pintu TERtutup & kunci ade kt dlm...
adoi...
ptutnye servis bole setel kul 11am...
tp smpi kul 11am tu still diorg dok godek2 lagi kete ak xle bukak sbb kunci ade kt dlm kete...
kul 12.30pm cmtu br dpt bukak, x tau la cmne diorg buat,
tp kete ak ni klu x pecahkan tingkap mcm payah je nk curi...
bgus la kot klu cmtu...
haish...
seb bek la ak bwk psp...
dr kul 9.30am ak men smpi kul 1.30pm, br siap...
padahal servis yg 1st, bukannye full servis yg pas 5000 or 10000 km tu...

......
haram punya bb, bole plak ttbe dc...
sje je nk bg file ak dlod td fail...
ak da mbazir quota & masa skg ni...
sigh, restart dlod blk...

sambung topik...
yg ketiga plak,
sbb nk renew lesen,
first time ke???
lesen tu da byk kx da renew,
tp ni first time ak buat sndri...
selama ni ak suh ayh ak je renew tiap2 taun..
tu la, da buat sdri ni, elok plak org tu tny, "nk berapa taun?"...
ak ni klu korg kenal ak cmne, ak akan terus tny "maximum bpe taun?"...
bpe taun die ckp, ak accept je
sbbkan mls nk ulang alik tiap2 taun smata2 renew lesen je...
skg ni lesen ak expire ujung taun 2017...
xpyh nk pk2 renew lesen lg taun dpan...
ntah hayat ak cukup x nk renew lesen lg pasni ntah la...

lg yg keempat...
hmm...yg keempat...
eh, yg keempat ape eh??
ak rase td ade byk, tp npe ad cm ade 3 je????
x guna tul...
klu cmtu, just cut it short....

sayonara...
da xde bende nk tulis...
ni la masalahnye klu snng lupe...




Legends:

AL - Annual Leave
dc - disconnect

buang mase sebelum tertido...

Ohayo...

lame x blogging....
not even kt page lg satu...
bulan puasa la katekan...
puasa dpd blogging...haha..
ni tgh xtau nk wat ape sblum ttdo..
nk maen game pon, xde mende nk dmaenkan...
nk dlod game laen pon xtau game pe nk dlod + tenet x laju
so, mls nk tgu dlod yg ade possiblity utk fail bile da smpi ujung..

so skg ni tgh menaip2 smbil dgr lagu lame...
lagu lame ape??
bukan lagu p ramlee...zzz
lagu omputih laa

hmmm...
antaranya..this i promise you...
tearin up my heart..
lagi, I'll be there for you..
ape lagi???
ntah 3 lagu ni je la yg lame skt..len sume xde la lame sgt...
tp x sgka ak skg da kembali mdgr lagu omputih..
kurang lagu anime...

spe2 tau x "deposit file" skg ni tgh maintenance ke?
bru aritu ak dlod 2 file eboot,
ni nk dlod file laen kt c2, kuar popup unavailable or too busy plak...
damnnye, teseksa ak x tau nk maen game ape...
da la psp pon x byk game da kuar skg ni...
sje je gi cipta ps vita pas ak da  bli psp..
dulu ak x bli tu, smpi sudah psp je...
xde pon bende baru...
nds pon sme, da bli, dan2 la kuar 3ds plak...
cirit tul...

oo..btw, kpd geng2 yg agk2 nk turun KL area 15 Sept nnt, sila2 la roger..
xsan da plan nk blanja makan...
agk klu nk makan pree, sila la bazirkan duit anda utk melawat KL.
ckp pasal duit, gaji ak bulan ni byk tul, tp seb bek x cukup byk utk kene income tax.
elok plak tadi dpt baucer jusco 50 hengget.
kompem2 ak nk gune utk bli baju, da brp lame ak dok pki bju sme je...
sgan ak org tgk asek ulang bju sme je...

hmm..
balik umah mggu ni nk wat ape ek???
membe ramai da xde, sume masuk sem awal2...
lg pon diorg da konvoi tnpa ak aritu...
x bes tul la klu cuti raya kejap ni..
x sempat g mane2 pon...

oo, br tigt...
ade bbrp org kawan ak yg br betunang br2 ni...
huh...senyap2 je ttbe da betunang...congrats...
jgn kawin t senyap gak dah la...

bile ckp pasal da betunang ni, adakah mereka ni agk cepat bertunang?
ataupon aku ni yg lambat benor nk start pk bende2 cmni...
nk simpan duit da susah da, sume sbb bli kete la ni...
da la bli kete mahal,cirit nk bayar bulan2...
pki mnyak 97 plak tu...
bile la ak bole mampu nk kawin agknye???
sigh....

hmm...
ape lg nk tulis....
memandangkan ak ni mcm x tau nk tulis ape...
plus ak pon x taw bile ak akn rajin nk menulis lg...
so, ak tulis sekali arus je ni....
kepada yg da betunang tu, moga lekas2 kawin.....
kepada yg nk blanja makan tu, moga murah rezeki belimpah2 supaya bole blanja lagi...
kepada yg nk sambung blaja tu, semoga focus sentiasa supaya x membazir masa...
kepada yg nk cari keje tu, jgn memilih, igtlah kawan yg menunggu nk jd housemate ni...
kepada yg membaca ni, moga x tertido, sebab ak tau bosan...

saaa....jaa ne...



Legends

xsan - orang yg sgt pemurah sbb nk blanja makan kt SG

Weekend Activities

Koniciwa...

lame x post kt cni...
asek post kt yg lagi satu tu je...
skx skla nk gak write for phun.
klu yg kt sne tu kene tulis skema2..
sni snng skt, maen taram je..

bes tul mimpi mlm smlm...
mim naek moto besar yg tak tau brand ape...
plus ak da ade kete sdri...tp x kelihatan gak brand ape..haha
naek moto tu sbb nk pndah rumah baru kt tepi pantai...
mak ai, mampu ke ak nk bli umah cmtu...
mimpi, standard la...
tp ape la yg mmbuatkan ak mimpi cmtu agknye...
ak rase ak ade post dulu, something pasal mimpi..
being either your deepest desire or worst nightmare...
very likely to be these 2...

I'm not sure whether my teory is correct...
But that's what I believe..
I doubt that it is my worst nightmare as it seems so nice..

So, what events trigger that dream to emerge.
I think I'll just safely say that it's because i got a call yesterday morning,
informing that, loan da lulus....yeay...
hoo...hoo...
bole la beraya ngn kete baru...(hopefully)
tp cuti raye kejap je...cmne nk jln2...
silap2 x sempat nk braya ngn kengkawan...
da kene keje balik...
zzz....

mggu dpan nk sain kontrak, agak nk mntk AL ke nk EL je trus?
klu nk care baek, AL la..tp incase klu x approve, x cuti la ak...
klu ak amik EL pas AL kene reject, nmpk jelas sgt la tipunye..
klu EL trus nmpk cm ok skt...
any sagesyen guys??

not related ngn tajuk post lagi...
haha, ak ni men bg je tajuk post...
xpe le, nk try revert blk ke tajuk asal...
weekend activities ea???
ape ak buat weekend lepas?

oo, nothing in particular...
x mcm 2 & 3 mggu lepas, blk rumah...
pasal survey kete la ni...
mggu lepas x smpat nk blk da shif sabtu dr kul 11 smp 3..
mmg lambat la klu nk blk..
nvm mggu ni blk...haha

so ape yg ak buat sabtu ahd lepas???
ooo, br tigt...ak marathon cite Honey & Clover balik...
hehe, lame x tgk...
satu cite yg ak rekemen klu spe2 rase cm nk nk idup d bumi yg nyata dan xnk terikat ngn cerita fantasi semata2..
plus cite ni byk pengajaran...
n this is just between us ok, cite ni is the only cite yg berjaya buatkan ak menangis...
xtaw la menangis gembira, or sedih or what...
tapi, by far, ni satu je cite yg bole menarik kuar sebahagian air utk meninggalkan mata ak...
plus, bile ak tgk cite, ak tigt psl satu soalan yg ak nk tny ssorg dulu.
tp x kesampaian..
after a while, ak jd lupe...
watching this series back, remind me of that 1 question.
But I wonder do I have the chance to ask that person or not.

Bile da tgk cite Honey & Clover...
pas tu bile ak tgk Naruto, One Piece, Love Hina, Bleach and so fort,
ttbe trase childish smcm...
bile pk blk, cmne ak tau psl cite Honey & Clover ni??
bile pk blk, seigt ak la...
ak ade tgk cite ni mase kt matrik dulu, kt kafe D (mase awal2 bulan)
yup, confirm kt kafe D....
ak tgk just partially je, tp ak confirm yg ak tgk episode 7,
mase time diorg tgh ramai cari clover 4 daun...
ataupon lebih dkenali dgn name melayunye "semanggi"
mcm pelik, sbb x penah dgr perkataan tu..haha
x pas ak tgk cite tu, baru ak pasan , episode pling pnting adlh episode 7 yg ak ttgk time matrik dulu...
klu korg tau soklan ape yg ak nk tny kt ssorg tu, plus tgk cite ni dr mule smpi abis...
myb korg akn tau kenapa ak menangis tgk ending cite ni...
da la...xnk cite da psl ak nangis...

selain dpd tgk cite Honey & Clover, ak ad gak men psp...
spt bese, ak ni jnis yg susah nk try bende baru...
so, maen la balik Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep...
tp men proud mode la... ape kelas maen normal...
main proud mode mmg payah la skt...
tp klu org cm ak la yg main, agk2 main 2-3 ari trus jd expert da...
kjp je...

ade gak tpk nk update blog lg satu, sbb da smgt skt bile tgk daily ade at leas 20++ visitors.
n tpk nk ltk ad (google adsense or nuffnang), tp x reti nk wat cmne...
tpk akhir2 ni, da kurg plak visitor, x smpi 20 sehari...
tu yg jd malas nk update tu...

endup, sabtu ahd x g ke mana pon...
dok rumah, tgk cite, men game je..
agak2 mggu ni mmg nk blk, sok la kol org kete nk confirm bole x ari isnin mggu dpan..
klu dpt isnin mggu dpan sain,
pastu suh kakak ak amikkan, bile blk lg skx,
either time puasa or raya, bole la meronda2....huhu

k la...dr pagi ak on blogger nk post somethis, tp skg ni da lebih kul 6 ptg...
pjg ni je...
adoi...
nvm la...
till next time...
adieu...


Legends:

AL - Annual Leave
EL - Emergency Leave

10 things why I hate federal highway...

aloha,

sok keje la plak...x le nk rehat...
klu x bole blk mggu ni...
survey kete...uuu..
nvm, mggu dpan la blk...
survey kete...
ttbe rase x sabo nk bli dah...
aritu kte tgu 2 blan lg...last2 2 mggu pon x smpi lg...
speaking of which, ak br pasan la, neo ade 2 pintu je upenye...ak igt ade 4 cm kete laen..
cet, cmne la bole x pasan..tu pon kakak ak yg g taw...
da kalo 2 pintu, cmne nk blinye...
kene la survey kete laen plak...

hmmm.....
countdown 9 ari lg gaji...
arap2 la byk gaji ak bulan ni...da kene keje sok ahd...
uiks...
sume yg ak tulis kt atas xde kaitan pon ngn tajuk post...zzz
xde kaitan ke?
myb la ade kaitan skt kot...
sbb td ak keje gak...half day.
aritu br la blaja jln shortcut dpd senior tmpt keje ak nk grk blk dr opis.
tp td bile testing sdri, trus silap masuk..n sesat...sheet.
menyampah tul ak klu ikut federal highway ni..

dulu pon time awal2 start keje dulu ade gak lalu ikut federal highway utk OJT kt batu 3 shah alam.
tp sme gak, sesat smpi 2 jam...lmbt ak smpi batu 3 tu...
padahal dekat je dr puchong.
tp sesat smpi ke subang airport tu...tu jauh?
x cukup jauh lg...
pas da sesat smpi subang tu, makin melarat smpi ke setia alam...
ak tgk pon da mcm nk on d way blk ipoh je...
tank minyak moto ak full kot mase kuar dr umah tu..
tp bile smpi, da tggal ciput gile...
2 jam atas moto, naek kebas bontot ak...

pas around 1 bulan lebih skt cmtu, ade lg skx ak lalu ikut federal highway.
pas blk keje half day ari sbtu.
besenye ak ikut LDP je...
tp mmg ak ikut LDP pon sabtu tu, just bile kt ngn kilang WD tu.
kan ade fly over yg mcm penang bridge, ak belok la kiri...
masuk federal highway...(besenye terus je) tp aritu membe ajk g klcc...
ajk hang out....
ak ckp nk jmpe kt mane2 je la..ak nek lrt...snng...
sbb ak nk x tau jln sgt...
tp da die kte snng je, masuk federal, jln trus....
ak pon ikut je la...
sebelum ak kuar opis aritu, ak siap study skt google map jln nk g klcc.
even da study pon,still sesat gak...last2 ak givap je...ak tjmpe jln nk ke bukit jalil.
in the end naek lrt gak, jmpe kt dato' keramat..
x tau la npe, asal klu ak nk lau federal highway je,mst sesat....zzz
td tu pon, salah masuk satu lorong je, x smpat nk masuk hala ke midvalley,
silap jln trus smpi kawan perumahan mane ntah...
alih2 jln je la smpi agk2jmpe mane2 kawasan yg familiar...
seb bek la menara tm tu tgi... bole nmpk landmark nk hala ke mana...
pas da ak pusing ke mana ntah...ttb smpi ke area penang bridge kt LDP tu...
fuh, selamat ak....mmg ak syg tu ngn LDP ni...
bile ak sesat jln dsbbkan federal highway, LDP yg akn mnyelamatkan ak...

sok tgk la...blk keje agk2 nk try lg x lalu ikut federal highway...
klu lalu ikut LDP, jauh ngn umah ak skg ni...
tp kurg2 ak konfem tau jln...


hmmm...da x tau ape lg nk komplen psl federal highway ni...
perenggan kt ats ni mcm xde kene mngena ngn tajuk???
mmg xde kene mngena pon, ade ak kesah???
tajuk yg ak bg selama ni pon, bukannye ade kene mengena pon ngn isi post yg ak tulis...
semata2 nk isi ruang post title tu je...
manoq, bile nk cr keje kl ni??
atopon nk keje penang ja?
klu kene kl, snng nk kua skx...
xsan ad, lolik ad, ikea ad.
plus, bole ak cilok kete hang, g jalan2....in case klu ak x de duet nk bli kete...

ape lg nk tulis ea???
aha...ak ni da bbrp ari gak la x bukak blogger.
tp x sgka la plak bile ak tgk status 2 blog ak ni.

xde pelawat pon blog ni 2-3 ari ni...
ye la ape la sgt yg nk d bace kt cni pon...
klu nk dbndg ngn yg lagi tu tu...
nmpk mcm regularly ade bbrp org visit...
tp ak ni mls gile nk add post baru kt ctu...
mcm ak ckp sblum ni la, kne tgu bli aircond dulu...haha...
klu nk bli aircond, kne tgu gaji 5000 dulu...haha
panas gile...

tgk la klu ak rajin sok, ade kot 1 post akn masuk kt situ...
manoq, hang d jmput melawat ke sne...
xsan pon, sila kan la...

da x tau nk tulis ape dah...
da x mcm dulu la, sume post pjg2 je....
skg sume pndk2 je...
hmmm...
k la...au revoir



Legends

OJT - On Job Training
LDP - Lebuhraya Damansara - Puchong
WD - Western Digital

nk bg tajuk ape ni?

aloha....

3 ari lepas ak post sumthing...
3 ari kemudian (yakni arini) da post lg...
ape hal?
ntah, just sje...kebosanan dlm blk x tau nk buat ape...
seems like cm arini bole post pjg skt kot...sbb laptop cm x pns sgt je...

over 3 bulan da keje, x sgka tul ak still x kene pecat...alhamdulillah...
siap da konfem permanent da pon...alhamdulillah...
bile da permanent ni, terase la senior skt klu ade dak br msuk keje...
klu x, time br masuk dulu, kpala asek tunduk bwh je...
ye la, low profile...
skg, da x tunduk da...
agknye klu lame lg skt, naek kpala kot...haha
bukan naek kepala "cari pasal"...
sombong la...zzz...

ak post ni nk cite pasal pengonfirman ak ke? (haha, rosak bahasa)
ntah la....
semenjak bermenjak2 ni...
ak x de tujuan pon nk post ape kt sni...
sje mngisi mase lapang...
plik tul bunyi...
klu x besenye ak men game je...
tp skg da xde game nk maen...
sume game yg ak suke maen, da khatam...
Yugioh Tag Force 6, despite dgn bhsa kejepunannye pon, still maen smpi da abis x tau nk wat ape da...
Valkyrie Profile Lenneth, dlod cso psp aritu, da khatam hard mode unlock all character n equipment...
Dissidia 012, lg la da berzaman da abis...
Kingdom Hearts, BBS. pon da abis tiga2 story....
tu pon sbnrnye byk lg game yg maen, tp yg ak btul minat je ak maen scr meyeluruh smpi da x tau nk unlock ape lg dah...

bosan btul post ak kx ni....
xnk la cite pasal bnde ni....x bes....
hmmmm....
da stahun ak tggalkan alam pelajaran...
8 bulan pengangguran...
masuk alam pekerjaan 3 bulan lepas,
hai...bile la nk naek gaji...
klu la 8 yg menganggur tu ak da keje cm skg ni...
agknye ujung bulan ni naek la gaji ak...
bile la nk jd jutawan? nk jd puluh ribuan pon susah...

ckp pasal jutawan, ak slalu nmpk tgk org suke bli buku "cmne nk jd jutawan".
even kakak ak pon cmtu gak...
ak tpk, agknye ape yg ditulis kt dlm buku tu...
tp x pnh rase nk bce...
even, kelik ak pon bce buku tu time keje...
well, ak rase...org laen pon mst pk bnde yg sme bile tgk ak dok men Yugioh je...
x bosan ke?ape yg ak dpt...
trus trang ak pon x tau np ak suke maen....
there's not always a clear answer for everything,
but one thing for sure that you should never question....
....is one's choices...
as it is not our abilities that makes us different from the others...
it is our choices....
pnah dgr x ayt ni...
snng cite ak amik sbjk dpd cite repoter 2...

ak igt lg, yg ak slalu persoalkan manoq yg suke maen tower defense sorg2...
men perang2 strategi la...
kdg2 die cube ajk ak or xsan or spe2 la maen skx...
tu la, tpk blk...npe la agknye ak ni slalu nk pertikaikan sst bnde tu..
some things are such thing because they are special...
if everything in the world is the same, then what is left to be enjoyed?

now that I think about it...
I missed my fren...all of them...
dpd tadika ke skolah rendah...
tmasuk la skolah menegah...
x lupe matrik...u pon sme...
traning prog...
I was wondering, da lme ak x contact mereka yg ak tggalkan ni...
truk tul ak...
agknye klu ak benti keje skg ni, pkra yg sme ak jd gak ke???

such beautiful words coming out from me...haha
lol...ape ak nk tulis ni???
da dkt kul 12 da...sok kene keje awal pg...
zzzz
cmni adios je la...

Aloha....

lame x post sini, dkt 2 bulan...x sgka la plak sjk sabtu yg ak free dulu tu, sabtu kemudian tu sumenye xde mase nk post sumthing. nk bukak fb pon cm x smpat je...cet...

tp somehow mlm ni ttbe rase cm nk berkomunikasi ngn spe2... so, for once in about 3-4 months ak bukak la on ym...br je nk ajk xsan sembang, ttbe die nk baca buku la plak...cet...

adoi...
panas tul...nape la bilik ak ni xde kipas siling?
oo, ckp pasal bilik, mlm ni is my 2nd night kat umah sewa sdri..
akhirnya unbound by family boundaries again...
tp tu la, naseb tul la ak ni, asal klu kt bilik je, mst panas gilerrrzzz...
cam cacing kerawit pon ade...

memandangkan yg mr x ttbe nk bce buku mlm ni, br la terase nk on blogger.
back to being blogger boy kjap...
but I was startled when I stumbled across my follower list...
ttbe ade org ke-4....
sjk bile plak MANOQ follow blog ak ni....
zzzz.....

since da follow blog ni, sila2 la rajin kan diri g lawat kt page lg satu tu....
mne tau nk rumble blk pasni gune NDS, bole la ko study skt style ak...haha
talk about the other page, lame x update situ gak....padahal byk idea nk tulis, just malas skt.
sbb page tu ak wat ngn proper skt, mnggunakan format yg fix...
klu sini, cincai pon xpe...

sabtu ni, mambang..eh...amer nk bersanding....zzzz
tp still x dpt confirm lg bole g ke x...
aritu manager da pggil kte nk confirm...
tp surat confirm kuar ari selase ni...
klu confirm pon, nk mntk cuti cam pyh je...
sabtu ni da la ramai x keje, confirm susah nk dpt.
klu cmni la, confirm ak miss lg knduri kawen kwn ak ni...zzzz
byknye pkataan confirm...

uuu.....
panasnye, mmg menghilangkan mood ak nk blogging...
klu la gaji ak ni 5000 sbulan, bole la bli ekond.
bru la rase cm kt tmpt keje...
tp xyh buat keje....
mmg x le thn cmni....
kne stop, kne stop...
tgn ak kt laptopni rase cm tgh pegang telinga kuali...

adoi...nvm la...
nk kene stereka baju ni
len kx update lagi...pas da bli ekond, or bli laptop bru...
au revoir....

keje ke x keje ni?

Aloha,

lame x post something kat sni.
bz keje la katekan.
padahal bile balik rumah tu bole je nk post sumthing.
just malas skt.

yela, tiap2 ari balik kul 6.
smpi rumah men dota seround.
pastu laptop da panas.
kene la tutup.
pastu either main nds or psp...
pas laptop da sejuk,
makan smbil tgk cite..
pastu abis makan, laptop pon da panas blk, smbung men nds or psp smpi ttdo.
sok pagi tgk2 nds or psp bateri kong.
tu la jadual ak tiap2 ari.

except sabtu n ahd la.
sabtu half-day, tp xtvt lebih kurg je.
ade mase nk post, tp xde mood.
sbb panas..
sume sbb condition laptop la ni.

so then, npe kx ni ak post.
sbb, ni time ak tgh keje..
bukan curi tulang tau, tp ari sabtu mmg x bz,
so, bole curi mase nk post sumthing skg.
tmbh plak sjuk skt kt opis.
dpd kt blk ak yg besepah tu.

to mr x:
nnt konpem ngn ak blk nk kuar x mggu ni sabtu or ahd...
ade favor nk request.

to ms t:
jmpe nnt bile2 mase except time konvo,
sbb xle apply cuti.
xnk la awol, nnt kene pecat plak ak.
br start keje da wat hal.


susah kot nk dpt keje skg ni.
lg2 ngn qualification ak yg cm hampeh ni.
ni pon seb bek je dpt.
ak goreng cmne ntah aritu.
ttbe dpt..terima je la.
gaji pon ok, even though kene keje smpi sabtu.
terima je la.
I just take it as a way to redeem 8 bulan yg ak x wat pape kt rumah dulu.

several day ago,
ak tgk mereka2 ni nk men paintball.
time konvo mereka2 ni.
tp ak x g konvo tu, cmne nk join.
nk try gak rase cmne tembak org.
haha..

yela..
dlm hati ni ade gak keinginan nk tembak org,
tp xle la tembak pakai senapang btul,
x pasal2 aruah plak.
wahai mr x & ms t, klu anda join xtvt ni.
sila prompt diorg utk wat xtvt ni lagi len kx,
pas ak  da permanent keje cni.
sbb time tu br bole apply cuti.

aah la..
ak baru pasan.
ak taip dlm bm mostly.
besenye da tebese bi..
lantak la...

ni sume sbb keje pny pasal  la ni.
dulu org byk ckp bi,
skunk org byk ckp bm.

mr x & ms t,
nk mntk tlg gak inform laki2 yg nk konvo ni, klu dpt keje slangor/kl t..
ak nk ajk sewa umah skx.
xde geng nk sewa umah ni.

...
seriously?
free gile ak arini..
klu cmni, bole la ak post sumthing klu tiap2 sabtu cmni ni.
kt tmpt keje ni baru ade mood...

tp masalahnye,
ak da x tau nk tulis ape..
klu yg dkt blog lg satu tu tau la nk tulis ape...
tp klu bnde tu x sesuai la plak nk post time keje.
sbb nk post kt c2 kene focus...
nk ltak gambanye, nk highlight2, pikir2...
klu kt sni, ak men taram je ikut ape yg jari ak nk tekan.

oo..
since that ak x le dtg ke konvo mereka2 around 2 mggu lg,
so I'll just congratulate mereka2 ni through here je la.
congratulations on your graduation.
konfem diorg x taw ak wish kt sni,
spe la sgt yg follow blog ak yg jarang update & post x bes ni.

nevertheless, siyes ak x tau ape nk post lg skg ni.
so i guess i'll just end it here.

au revoir....

Legends:
awol - absent without leave (spe yg da keje konfem tau mksd bende ni)

why some things are such things?

aloha...

it's been a while...
it's not that i'm bz with the other blog,
as i rarely update that one either.
i guess it's true as what mr. X says to me b4.
once i start working, i won't have much time to blog.

nevertheless...
what done is done...
now i'm here, there must be something that i wanna share.

as you might already know, (but i'm sure you don't)
today is my 7th day of working.
4th day of training on the job.
and i came across something really funny.
fyi, (if u ought to know) i'm currently working w FedEx,
so, today, i learned bout prohibited item that cannot be send to certain countries.
and 1 of them happened to be Saudi Arabia (SA).
when i saw the list of type of item that cannot be send to SA,
i spotted 1 of them which is kinda funny.
well, funny that it's being banned from entering SA.
the item is, "pokemon toys".
yup, it is forbidden to export "pokemon toys" to SA.
anything related to "pokemon" are banned.
i say it's funny at first becoz usually the type of item that cannot be exported to a certain country would be like explosives, radioactive and so fort.
but, pokemon toys?
seriously?

when i ask my trainer, he said that the reason is because of there's a pokemon that is design with a certain arabic word-like design written on its belly.
so, problem arise regarding to that issue.
but i don't know what that pokemon is?
cuz i didn't ask him.
it's embarrassing to ask such question, especially when you're adult.
as far as i know, there are some pokemon that has something written or drawn on its belly.
for example:

• Arbok
• Poliwag
• Poliwhirl
• Poliwrath
• Koffing
• Weezing
• Sentret

and probably others, these a re just some of the earlier generation of pokemon that have something on their belly.
however, i didn't see anything that can be relate to such issues.
i can't believe i never knew such things, i wonder i you guys have heard about it.
when i try to search for a little info on the internet, the only say that pokemon is banned in SA due to the style is like gambling and also some thing like evolution.
if it really do due to such reason, i wonder no other things are banned except pokemon in SA.
for example digimon, yugioh, megaman, bleach, naruto and many more.
so, if u guys know something about it, can u share some info pls.
myb u have heard it from somewhere b4.
who knows.

well that's it about pokemon being banned in SA.
it seems that i just work for about a week,
and Ms T and the other has just finished their last sem.
but I'm sorry to say that it is not possible 4 me to go to your convocation day.
as the job that i got now requires me to work 5 and a half day,
and also, since that i just started working,
i'm still under probation period,
so, there's no chance that i'm gonna be able to apply for a leave.
hope you understand.

owh, one more thing, this saturday is supposedly my other frens wedding ceremony,
but i still couldn't come to this saturday, i have to work full day.
so, i guess i just wish "Selamat Pengantin Baru".
what was it in english?
"Happy New Bride Groom" hahaha
i guess he's not gonna know if i wish it here.
i guess i entrust mr X to wish it for me then.
next time, if you want me to come to your wedding ceremony,
don't kawin cepat sgt.
ak pon x bole nk amik cuti lg ni...
haha, ttbe ttuka BM plak...

neway, that's it then..
i can't write too long as i can't keep my lappy on for a long time,
it's already getting hot and hotter.
it's time to close lid, and say goodbye.

au revoir....

yoho...

Yeehaa....

Aloha guys...
it's been a month since I last posted here...
cuz I'm quite bz with my other blog & my training prog.
bz konon, mcm la byk sgt keje yg ak wat...
well, just say that I have no idea on what to post up till now...

I just recently finished the so-called training.
I don't know what I learned though but I did have fun throughout the 6 weeks.
and, thnx to that training prog, tomorrow, I'll be attending my very 1st official job interview after 8 months unemployed.
A bit nervous, but looking forward to it.
Hope that I can get a job, I get on with my life.

hmm.
up till now, for almost 2 months I've been staying in my sis' house.
feels uneasy, being a burden.
the sooner I can live in my very own house, the better...
what the heck???
why did I suddenly write everything in plain english?
haha, probably due to that training...

ahha, just remember a thing that I wanna talk about.
I always wonder why every places I go, every people I met will look up to me?
they see me as someone who is good, someone who is better than them?
hmm, I can understand if anyone hate or dislike me, but I can't seem to understand why people admire me...
It's not that I want everyone to hate me, just don't hate me...that's all...
but the way they admire me, I just couldn't get it...
why???
are they playing pranks on me?
did anyone have an answer?
hmm, probably I didn't see the good me that they saw...
or perhaps they didn't see the bad me that I didn't show...

speaking of which....
I'm starting to become wiser ever since I've been in this training...
I don't know how to put it, but it seems like, I not the same person that you guys know before.
I no longer hesitate to speak up my mind.
also, I'm able to....uh never mind...
it's probably best to keep it secret....
haha...
it's funny the way I wrote my blogs,
it's like I was talking...
I never delete any sentences that I wrote,
supposedly I can just delete the 5th row of this paragraph, but I didn't..
It's just not my style...
As what Sokka's master in "Avatar: The Last Airbender"
"Never take back the stroke of the brush, or the stroke of the sword"
in other words, you can never take back the stroke of your words...
I'm practicing this, so that I'm won't speak something horrible to people around me.
Hoping that I don't have to delete any sentence that I wrote.
So, that I don't need to delete any sentence that I spoke.

Oh, just remembered....
Just now when I logged in to my blog,
I notice that this page has 3 followers...
so, I was kinda shock at 1st...
I thought that someone else has join the crew...
but, luckily it's the same person.

u guys probably wondering why I write a blog but not publish it to everyone.
well, the main reason is..
I don't want everyone to read what I wrote...
I don't want the same incident involving my 1st blog happened again.
that's the only reason...
if you wanna know more, visit http://zerosnet.blogspot.com/2009/09/penah-x-korg-terpikir.html

cmne la ak bole off topic jauh gile ni???
well, klu nk ikutkan tajuk post, xde specific topic...
but the way ak jump from 1 story to another tu sgt la pelik...

neway,
right now I'm studying a bit for tomorrow's interview.
hope to get the job,
wish me luck...
cuz I'll need it...

au revoir....